1 year plus and no better

Mental health
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I left my narcissistic husband over a year ago and I am worse really than when I left him. I have known him for over 35 years. Married him in 2010. Then my real torture began. He turned into the devil. He was so evil to me I thought I was having a dream but really it was a true nightmare. I started to Goole some of the things he was doing to me. All search results came up narcissistic abuse. My problems got worse. In 2016 he moved a so called friend in saying she was homeless and was gonna stay for a week or 2. That turned out to be a lie. He was having an affair with this women right under my nose and stupid me trusted him. When I finially confronted him, he denied of course. Then my nightmare turned into a daily horror. I was walking on eggshells. I finally escaped June 20th 2017 with just the clothes on my back and my cat. I couldn't believe I got out alive. Still to this day I have none of my property and that women still lives there with him. I have filed for divorce and although I paid the attorney it seems bad luck follows me. 2 lawyers just quit the firm leaving my divorce case up in the air. I have gone to contact with my husband. He continues to lie stating the women is no longer there. She never left. She has stolen and sold my property. He denies everything.

So to sum it up.

I have severe PTSD and flash backs. Still the same no better.

My depression is so bad

I pray everyday I die in my sleep.

I don't want to go on

It's don't want to be back with my husband. That's will never happen. I realize I am 100% better with out him in my life. It's just I can't get past the abuse did to me and why!

How stupid I was to stay and try to make it work when all along he was screwing another woman right under the same roof as I was trying to make things better he was torturing me.

I will stop there

I am tired of this story

Tired if me

Thanks to all that read this.

Yes I have been to Counseling and I see a psychiatrist

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First of I can totally sympathies with you but just for arguments sake, what would happen to your cat who you obviously love, your X would probably claim him or he would be taken into a cats home, no life for an animal who has known a proper home.

If you do die then he has won and so has she, you say she stole your house and has sold it, neither her or your husband can do that legally.

If they have done it illegally then that's a police matter and you can report it.

Make an appointment to see one of the other lawyers in the firm to get your case sorted, again they cannot just say they don't know what is going on

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The problem is I have no money. I have applied for legal help and been denied. That is why I found attoneys with the Jane Doe. The are lawyers committed to helping abused women. But 2 of the lawyers on my case quit the firm and just left me in limbo.

There has been strange things happen to me since leaving his house. Like the worker that I made the hot line call to didn't even come into the house to see the conditions I was living in. If you want to know about that I sure would like to find out why adult devision of family services didn't help me and has done nothing but make my life worse and I was the one that was abused.

I will tell you about the room I was livied in at a different time

Thank you for responding

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