Stuck at my sisters locked me in won't give me keys because I have to do everything to kee everyone else happy when does anyone care what I want what's best for me !
Sounds like to need to get out, and tell them you need to sort yourself out for yourself not them, if they can't help you go to someone else for help. At the end of the day it's all your life not there's . Best of luck xxx
I don't want a life anymore I don't have one xx
I think your sister loves you and is trying to keep you safe.
Keep looking for the light, Dondons.
Pat xxx
You need to fight, go and get help, it's out there. I have felt like that, keep persevering. It can and does get better. Contact Iapt if you are in uk, please get the help, honestly you can get better and learn to find ways to deal with it.
There's cbt, counselling, other avenues. Hope this helps
michelle x
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They locked you in?! Do what?! No. Sorry that's out of order. What happens if you need an ambulance or something and no one else is there? Stupid.
They were here, if had asthma attack they could've opened the door it was more not letting me get out rather than letting people in, took my house keys too so couldn't get back to my house xx
I have done all of that, counselling, cbt, seen phychiatrists, psychologists, doctors, been on silly amounts of meds, been an outpatient at mental hospital I've tried it all Xx
You're right she does and I know she's trying to keep me safe but the thing is I don't think I want to be safe...not anymore xx
I misinterpreted your post. Thought they'd locked you in and gone out.
Sorry xxx
Was there nothing, that worked. What about meditation.
There must be something, that could help you. Is there anyone you trust enough just to talk it through with anyone. 😊😊😊
I still think your family is trying to look after you, I hope I am right.
You're right, they're looking after me best they know how except they don't know or even care what I want. I'm selfish for wanting to go yet I feel they're selfish for trying to make me stay, I just wish they knew xx
Try to think how devastated she would be if anything happened to you. I would be devastated too, as would all your friends on here.
Patxxxx
My mind thinks a thousand things everyday but past few days it's the main thing, the thing at front of my mind! I can't help it I wish I could but I can't control my thoughts never been able to but not through lack of trying xx
Oh l am sure they DO know. They love you and all they can do is try to keep you alive until a cure for your depression can be found.
Try not to hurt them Dondons....or yourself.
You will be in my thoughts always.
Pat xxxxxx
Appreciate your replies to me xxx
I'm sorry, I'm not meaning to sound rude, just comes to a point when I need to shut up because I only make a bigger fool of myself! I really do appreciate you relying to me and caring xx