5 weeks on 40mg. Had a panic attack today. Still worth continuing?

Hello all,

A bit of background information. I’ve been struggling with anxiety and panic disorder for the last 4-5 years. The last year it got really bad. I couldn’t go to work and basically didn’t leave my house. Isolating myself and withdrawing from any activities.

I decided together with my psychiatrist that meds could be helpful in my recovery. I’ve been on 20mg citalopram for 6 weeks but didn’t notice ANY change. I then got upped to 40 and I’m now 5 weeks on 40mg.

Around 3.5-4 weeks into 40mg I noticed a positive difference that has continued for the last week. It is pretty subtle but I’m able to have a bit more conversations with people and everything feels a little less heavy.

I was happy thinking my meds started working so I was hoping my panic attacks were a thing of the past now. I went to the hairdresser for the first time since 8 months(!) but I had a pretty big panic attack there and I had to leave halfway through my haircut. I obviously am disappointed in the meds and myself.

Will the effect of the medication become more noticeable over time or is 5 weeks around the peak effect? Is it worth continuing these or should I switch to another med?

Thanks all for reading and replying! Anxiety and panic is no fun but well get through this.

Xo

Hi David,looking at your situation it seems to me you’ve made massive improvement by even thinking of going to the hairdressers. I used to dread going to the hairdressers and the dentist,so if you went that’s a really good achievement after only 5 weeks on 40mg. You’re looking at months for that improvement to continue which it will. I would feel very positive that it’s working for you,and look at that hairdressing situation as a positive and forget the panic attack,that will eventually subside as you gain confidence. Don’t mess with your medication now,keep going. Good luck.

Thanks for your reply and the hopeful message. I will try to look at it as a positive that I tried after such a long time.

Here’s to hoping it will improve over time as you mention. I thought peak effects were at 6 weeks but I’ll give it more time.