Hi every one
Iv just come of mirt after havin bad nitemares and becoming very depressed again, after giving it a go for 18 mth, but just no good to me..
I went to see my doc last week in a flood of tears as I couldn't stand the depression any more.. he's put me on fluoxetine to see how I go, Iv got to go back to him in two weeks to see how things are going, or early if my depression turns even worse, the last words my doc said, please try and give yourself at least the two weeks on this meds, and the chances are I will become worse b4 I'm better..
So I'm in to the 6th day on this new meds, no improvement as of yet, seem to be feeling more lower since day 4... but I'm trying to be positive and keep thinking what the doc had said, and stick it out for two weeks.. I'm scared to death this med won't work and I'll just be depressed all the time, at the moment all I want is each day to pass by as quick as possible, and live in the hope the next day will be the day that I jump out of bed and the world is a better placeπ
I hate this feeling of depression and it's like I'm in a tunnel and it's dark, I can see a light at the end but never seem to reach to it..π©
Can any one say if I just need to grit my teeth as still early days yet, and these will work in the end, I understand that we are all different and what works for one doesn't work for another, just looking for a glimmer of hope that these tablets will kick in at some time, and just stick with it for longer, think we are all the same and just want the tablet to work as soon as we take them, but I know that's not the case... help..π