Hey guys
Hope you all had a good Christmas, for me I managed to get through it which was a surprise but i think I have fluoxitine to thank for that.
So ok my dilema and my experiance so far..
Week one and two and possibly three I took it in the morning as advised and predictably I had the usual side effects, excessive sweating, nausea, loss of appetite and really strong morning anxiety (Wake up feeling anxious). The last one was the one that effected my day the most, it would take hours for me to feel normal again and so struggled to even get out of bed. I later found this just made me feel worse. Turns out getting out of bed and keeping yourself busy is the best solution but at the time I just didn't have the motivation!
I had expected all of the above as I had previously been on citalopram and so knew I would have to go through this which in a way helped me a lot because it removed some of the fear I had about trying a new tablet and sure enough as each side effect appeared I was able to talk myself through the fears I was experiencing and it would pass without causing an actual attack.
So a week before christmas I took some advice from the pharmacy and tried taking them at night time instead. a few days in and FINALLY i turned a corner, felt motivated, started eating again and actually felt warm and fuzzy inside lol.
This lasted about a week and I still have good days but I'm back to having the odd bad days too again.
So I'm midway through my 2nd box around day 6 weeks in I think and I think I've reached the peak of these 20mg, truth is the last week or two has been hard, I've either had a good day or a bad day, the bad days usually at most just involve me feeling nervous all day and feeling a bit of dread but this comes in waves and usually subsides. So its manageable (i think)
I guess I'm just feeling a bit lost or maybe down I don't know. I see other people have been on 40mg or even 60mg so I still have options I guess. I think these few bad days are just making me doubt the medication or something? I'm only 6 weeks in too so maybe its still early?
Just typing this message has helped me de-stress a little although I'm sweating like a pig haha
Any advice would be appreciated.
Thanks