Hi to All
I have been meaning to type somthing on here for months, I used this website back at the begining of the year and it really helped me. I have suffered with this for a few years now and have been off and on like a yo yo in the past.
I am a 40yr Male for your information.
I wanted to give an insight to my latest and hopefully last bowt:
This time started in decmeber 2014 as I was the worst id ever had it. It was that bad that I new I needed to get back on my tablets. (Not a good sign).
However It didnt work as quickily as on the 1st couple of times. (1st/2nd time after 4 weeks I usually felt a little better , so im told by the wife).
So it was juct before xmas 2014 when it began. I started to take my Med Decemeber.
In Jan/feb 2015 it hadnt started to work. I was then very low and worried, but carried on with them.
I have many ha many ups and downs and trying times. But managed to carry on with them.
It was the start of April before I started to feel and use and then slowly thought. I would beat it again.
Please be aware that the tablets arent the answer to all your problems. they help to deal with the real problems that cause the un happiness.
7 - 8 months on life is good again, not because of the tablets but because they helped me regroup again, in turn this helps solve what makes us feel the way we are.
Suddenly you start feeling like your old self and that life is back to normally.
Thinking positive is a real help in life but not always easy to do.
All I can say is that life is very challlenging. Kepp trying
I feel much much better now and am nearly 100%. I am actually dealing with one of the worst things ive ever had to. I wont bore you with all the details.
Trying to come off them now:
I have come off them prior to this time very easily, infact I just stopped them. (This isnt recomnded but I found that I could do it).
This time my wife has said she will kill me if i just stop them. LOL
So my wife has been away for a week and I forgot to get my prescription renewed. I havent taken for 7 days oopps. (I Feel ok again but worried that it may just be because its is still in my system).
My dosage is very high 60mg.
I have again started them yesterday but am to try coming off slowly as I dont want what appears to be the same yearly cycle.
Im going to the doctors to see what he thinks and recomends tomorrow.
Please stay strong everyone and smile. (I know its hard to do sometimes).
Thanks for taking the time to read. I will post again in a few months.
P.s Please feel free to ask any questions.
If this helps one person then I've achieved another positive.
Feeling depressed is a terrible thing and only sufferes will know what I mean
Good luck everyone on your own journeys.
Kind regards to all
Paul