Advice please!!

Soooo, me and my boyfriend have been living with eachother for 4 years with his mim yeah and now we have finally got a flat and we are moving out on saturday iv got such bad anxiety im worried about my pass coming out and him finding out things that i dont really want him to find out iv told him a few things but nothing major … i tried to tell him and he told me that he dosnt care about anything itl never change the way he loves me ect he never new me back then an aslong as we r honest with eachother then nothing else matters i just always think negative and anything positive that happens i feel like i dont deserve any off it i only deserve bad things i dunoe what to do :weary_face::weary_face: im going back to work thursday so im worried about that aswell theirs so much going on in bed head new things trigger it all .