All because of axiety

so in december i thought i had a heart attack and went to the er. but it was caused by grade B esophagitis. never had reflux related issues before and started to happen since then. and since then i had various symptoms. petechiae on my lower arms not clustered, 2 on my belly and chest, and 2 on my thighs. had a cbc in january . showed i might have been dehydrated took another after a few days and were normal except a wbc of 11.9 1. havent had a normal bowel movement in almost a year if not longer. changes between going 3 times per hour diarhea to 1 times a day thin stool. 2. abdominal pain. on day more then the other. 3. leg pain from my knees to my foot.(shins) 4. i feel tired. but im wide awake at night. 5.sometimes there is a sore on my upper lip. 6.itchy red scalp with lots of flakes(have that for years) also red and flaky nose and cheeks. i take care of my little bro with autism. have money problems and had i fire in my house last summer. years of constant stress and feeling depressed. i have astmah. and i weigh 100kg being tested for celiac. i cant enjoy stuff anymore. and i keep thinking i have leukemia all because of anxiety and stress?

you sound very much like me, I gave birth 8 weeks ago and anxiety triggered massively.. mainly health anxiety! I too have the tiny little blood spots on arms, chest and belly - doctors aren’t concerned at all.. I have similar pains to you plus 100 more! you’ll be surprised what anxiety can do! you may also have a touch of fibromyalgia and possibly IBS.. worth checking with your GP. They think I may have fibromyalgia.. all blood tests are clear as are ecgs and ct scan. I dont think you have leukaemia, you would have more symptoms.. I recently self diagnosed myself with sepsis and everyone I’ve said it to including the doctors said a firm NO, I would no about it! it’s just our brains playing tricks on us! :frowning:

hi thank you for replying. i hope you and your baby are doing well.
i would go to my gp. but thanks to covid non urgent appointment have been canceled until the end of the month.
and for fybromyalgia is it normal for even my chest hair to hurt by the slightest friction. its not even funny i have to were lose clothing.

yes completely understandable, I’ve had alot of phone consultations over the phone in the last 3 weeks, they probably see my name pop up now and roll there eyes Haha!
yes that is actually quite common for that to open. find some fibromyalgia groups on facebook or on the internet, actual people like this site. you’ll be surprised what fibro can cause and do unfortunately, although it’s not pleasant at times luckily with fibro it’s not life threatening :slight_smile: