the only thing stopping me from ending this stupid life is that im pregnant, although at times it doesnt seem worth it to bring a baby into this world. its a horrible feeling to feel alone and lost, it makes me feel like im doimg wrong bringing a baby into this world knowing he wont have a reliable father and his mom cant even enjoy him being there because her life is so messed up and alone. i wish i never got pregnant and i cant take it back now, i just feel so bad for my baby because i have horrible anxiety attacks and he moves around so much when im having my breakdowns