Am addicted to benzos and antidepressant tryptizol

I have been depressed for 20yrs and I am using a combination of tranquilisers and an antidepressant?

More message??

I took amitryptaline for 20 years as well and came off them a year ago. Not easy but these pills destroy you internally and finding new ways to keep my head above water. 

More info from you would be helpful.