Am I Borderline? No one listens anyways.

Mental health
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I exhibit the symptoms of a quiet borderline, I internalize things where as normally others would act out. I do try pushing others away or testing them. Picking fights but then retreating. Idk. I’m just confused most of the time. Lost. Like a kinda just floating on an air currantvand not really knowing where I’m going...

I’ve been to to intensive outpatient therapy four times within a two year period. I refuse to go back though. I feel suicidal at times. Never have a plan, just the thought you know. I kinda feel I’m rambling. I don’t really know where to go anymore. 

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Tiffany

You need to talk to your GP and he will listen and make out another treatment plan

BOB

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I wish I could, I had to switch insurance this year and my old healthcare team doesn’t take my new insurance. I’m starting completely new which is a nightmare in and of itself to me. Thank you for the recommendation though. Will talk to my therapist. She’s the only one I get to keep.