am i depressed??

Mental health
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I really dont know whats wrong with me. Im 24, have a good job and work 33 hours a week. I have a 4 yr old daughter who is at school and a partner.

I feel really down and upset most of the time. I cant shake it off. Im miserable. Cry all the time. Have no patience. Want to be on my own. Dont want to be with my partner and been having an affair for 12 months. The littlest thing really anoy me.

all my family live close by but i rarely see them. I have a mother that chooses her wife beater of a bf over her children/grandchildren. I have a dad that i used to be really close with to now a dad that doesnt speak to me doesnt care. I need my parents support but i dont have it. I see my friends have such supportive parants and i just wish i had that. I know im 24 but i still need them.

I got pregnant at 19 and was not ready. My partner pretty much said he wud finish ot if i didnt have the baby. I had no support during or after the pregnacy. I used to cry every day of my pregnacy and every day whilst on maternity.

i gained 4 stone during that time but lost it after 1 yr on slimming world. The past 9 months ive been feeling lost and all along and slowly piled two stone bk on.

I wana go to the docs and get help of to someone for help i can cope anymore. I thought i cud but i cant. I dont have any time for me. On my own.

My day consists of waking up getting ready and my child. Breakfast dropping to school. Start work finish work. Pick child up. Go home tidy up. Feed dog cook tea. Bath and bed for child. Cook our tea. Have a shower go to bed.

Its all too much now. Im slowly giving up.

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Your incredible Annie .

You are juggling work, home, and a full time job.

Its a wonder your not tired and run down.

I married young and I know how hard it is to raise

a family without parental support.

Try not to worry about that right now and concentrate

on what you can do to make your life a little happier

and a little easier.

Take it from me your a remarkabe girl

 

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Thank you. That means alot really does.

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im no will only end in tears and itt suprised you feel like giving up ,please sort your partner out its just not fair and will only end in tears this is not the way forward you need stability for you and your child build a happy stable partner who you can enjoy your life with,make something of your life dont let history repeat its self you owe it to your child ,its not easy being a mum working and jugling all the home pressures but if you have the right partner you can do this together so you dont have all the stress 

get a plan for your future in place and go for it ,spend more me time and treat yourself,your life dosnt have to be like this but only you can change it ,whatever your doing in your life now is not working so change it ,i wish you lots of Luck and blessings for your future