OK guys I really need some advice here please
As most of you know I have suffered from depression for so long longer than I can recall
Being asexual hasn't helped with the battle as its so much harder to find love now here's the thing I have met someone problems are she in an unhappy marriage or so she claims I've known her a good year and we have exchange kisses cuddles and an understanding of each others space etc however I don't know if I'm a put me on I'm in the process of moving to Spain and have said if she loves me she will come too ya know I'm worried she won't but she reassures me she loves me and wants to be physical "bedroom wise" and at 42,im not spring chicken and I know people manipulate and say untrue things to get there own way so the physical part won't ever happen until I know for sure but what do I do am I seating to be single I hope not but then morally I'm being hypocritical to my own beliefs but I so enjoy her company whitt smile and whole persona