Anxiety attacks- extreme

so I suffer with anxiety attacks, they are so bad to the point where I feel numb, extremely numb, the only thing helping me is where I either scratch or bite myself so that I can have a sense of power. My heart pounds, it doesn't stop. I come over all got too. I can't cope anymore, I feel like I'm going to die. I'm 17 years old and I cannot cope any longer, I've tried so much, I'm on medication I attend counselling. I can't keep feeling like this, I honestly feel like I'm not myself, im in a dream. I don't want to die, I need this feeling to stop !!!! Please!!!!! 

Ur not alone hun I'm here if you need to talk xx

Hey i know its really hard...i have the same and i feel like it will never go away too....but u just have to be strong hun...do u feel numb without being anxious sometimes...i have that but i have to keep telling myself im not guna let this stupid anxiety mess my life up. .try n be positive sweety...xx

I just feel like it's not getting better at all, and yeah I get it a lot of the time even when I'm not anxious. I'm trying to be strong, but it's just so hard, I literally am so scared it's unreal- and it's really affecting me to the point I'm missing school- and I can't go out! Thank you xxx

thank you, I could do with a chat xxx

Send us a privart message hun x

please talk to your parents, grandparents, friends or their parents, doctor! you can get help! you need some coping mechanisms to help you handle your stress. please don't self-harm yourself. you deserve better than that! scream at something, punch a pillow, put your hands in ice water, sprint up a hill, do something that puts your senses to work in a more positive way to feel you have "control" back. anxiety won't go away on its own. but there are ways to deal with it. i hope you get some help and find a way to deal.