A few months back I started suffering with random intrusive thoughts and panic attacks, one so bad I got took to hospital by ambulance thinking it was heart related, bloods and ecg came back fine.. but more recently I have been having all kinds of aches and pains including nipple pain and aches around where all lymph nodes are situatated, I went to the doctors for a breast check and everything came back normal and also had my shoulder and neck looked at because I'd been expirencing neck and shoulder tension and also a ache down my left arm.
I google my symptoms all the time and it always CANCER so I immediately panic more because I have a fear of dying and leaving my son behind while he is so young. I have been put on beta blockers and anti-depressants and are waiting for them to start working, I have also got a appointment with a counciler at the end of this month.
I'm just wondering if anyone else deals with this everyday because I do feel alone in this, sometimes my head hurts that much it feels like it's going to blow off! I just don't want to keep going doctors repeatedly with different symptoms, my family do think I am a drama queen. I'm just having a hard time right now and I do genuinely get scared.
Especially at night time, I don't want to fall asleep in case I don't wake up.