hello, I have dealt with anxiety for 3 years or so now and have tried various medication but I am still having physical symptoms which are really troubling me daily. Its driving me insane. I wake up with a headache daily which feels like pressure / tension. I am always exhausted, my eyesight is off and balance is off and focus is none existent. I am shaking and have these internal tremors daily. sometimes I look calm but feel like I am shaking like a leaf. The biggest concern is that when I walk or stand on the spot, I cant stand for long as I have this feeling of huge weight on my shoulders pushing me down. Like my body just feels of lead and I cant hold my own weight through tension or muscle pain. It tends to happen constantly when shopping and its frightening. I also feel drunk, confused and just detached from everything and everyone. I haven't had a full blown panic attack in a while thankfully, however battling these daily symptoms is getting me really down. I feel pretty low at the moment as I just don't know what to do improve things. I have been getting upset easily as I just feel overwhelmed. I tried cycling (which I love) and honestly couldn't manage through dizziness and leg pain. I got quite ill about two years ago, I was tried on numerous meds (Prozac, Sertraline, Amitriptyline, mirtazapine, propranolol) honestly whatever the GP would give next to get me out the door. After taking myself to a specialist GP and paying through a private scheme, a few tests and three weeks later it turned out I have an autoimmune problem causing distal ulcerative colitis. I was in a pretty bad flare up. I was started on Mazevant XL and I honestly felt better than I had in years after a short while. I am wondering if its still just anxiety of something else going on to explain the fatigue and muscle ache / horrible shaking! can anyone relate?