So this all started when I got sick from taking meds for OCD about two months ago. I woke up in a panic attack and got really sick. Well I thought I had a disease since I had similar symptoms. Well I was ok and got better, so my anxiety got better, but recently, like three weeks ago, it started again, my lips started burning so I googles symptoms and thought I had another disease, now I think I have an std because I have joint pain, a possible swollen lymph node ( sore red bump on armpit) , dry mouth and throat, lack of appetite, fatigue, itchy red bumps on feet and the weird thing is I am a virgin, I recently just cuddled with someone and that person kissed my neck and cheek and I just get paranoid and turn into a hypocondriac, I seem to think I have everything when I google symptoms, and my anxiety has gotten to the point where I don't think I can start college etc
I just want someone to talk to
HIya,
Sounds like your having a tough time, i think the best thing for you its to go and see your doctor i know sometimes it can be difficualt to get up n go but if your really that worried about something go and see someone to have your mind put at ease as the chances of there being something wrong is very slim and your working it up to be more than it is, anxiety tends to build and build and blows everything out of proprtion, where somone who doesnt suffer with anxiety wouldnt think twice about the things we worry about.
i tend to freak when i have to go to work, i like to work and earn money but my anxiety just takes over and i become a ridcolous ball of panic and mess.which is really dictating my life at the moment.
everyone on here know how you feels we just each have out own demons that the anxiety grabs hold of.
Hi,
About 100% of people who googles symptoms end up with anxiety. I know, I'm was one of them. Hope you feel better soon. ;-)
Googling symptoms is one of the first things I do when I feel something weird. It is by far the WORST thing to do. Google will always give links to the sites that will give the WORST possible diagnosis. and you can bet your bottom dollar that you have nothing remotely like it.
Don't be afraid to get close to someone or start college. A social surrounding will do you a load of good. I know it's easy to say and doing it is pretty tough. But without people around us I believe we are not going to give ourselves much hope. Have your kisses and cuddles buddy, it may give you something to build on 
Good luck