Any advice is much appreciated

I have to be honest I am at my wits end now, practically done with life.

I have these small white dots on my upper lip, which resemble Fordyce spots, my tongue is not sore but feels irritated and sometimes the roof of my mouth also.

There are small white bumps on the inside of my cheeks too, in line with my gums. My nose itches and feels like my nasal passageways are restricted.

Now underneath my foreskin develops a light white residue even a few hours after washing it and the tip feels sore against my pants at times.

I had unprotected oral and sex in May and have seen a GUM, GP and dentist to which they all had nothing to say on it, the GP gave me treatment for oral thrush which didnt work, I went back and they were at a loss.

I did test positive for herpes 1 but have nothing that represents the typical symptoms of this.

Im seeing a consultant tomorrow which I will be paying private so maybe this will give me some closure.

Im just looking for any scrap of knowledge I can get on this. Its really depressed me.