Hi Damom,
It sounds like you have found the dosage that works for you without so many effects. I wish the doctor would encourage you to stay at the 10 mg dose for a while longer before upping it again to 20 mg. You sound so good, and the holiday obivously has been very positive.
You are the olny person living in your body and experiencing the symptons. Would it be such a big deal to stay on the 10 mg dose for awhile, until you feel ready to try another increase? You have experienced so many negative symptons with the Cipralex at the higher dose. We are each so different when it comes to medications is it possible that you might flourish on the 10 mg dosage and 20mg is too much for you? (for now at any rate?)
I can't tell you how happy I am to hear that you are feeling calmer, you had a rough go with the medication. Sorry I've been off the site. I 'm back in Canada after going south to care for my 95 year old mother. Traveling usually wipes me out for a while and I'm just getting my feet back on the ground.
Enjoy this weekend, in spite of the cold weather you are experiencing. Remember that this can be the