Hello, long story-short :
I'm 21 year old male, living in a country where I am so afraid of the surgery because it is riskier and less developed than it is in the developed countries so I kinda have to suck it up until I have the chance to get it abroad,
I've been on a high fiber diet for almost a year and it's way better, doesn't hurt anymore, I wash the area after every bowel movement so no itching occurs. It used to hurt so much when I was constipated.
Moreover, every time I have a bowel movement and I sit more than few minutes the hemorrhoid(if it is one) gets so swollen it's like a piece of meat stuck to the anus so I have to have a bowel movement and immediately get up, it is also so sensitive when I have one.
It's draining me psychologically that I cannot receive help. I bought some hemorrhoid cream back when I wouldn't eat much fiber and bowel movements were so painful but nowadays it is not needed as the swelling goes back no normal after I get up. However, it's still hanging outside of my anus.
I remember being 16 and feeling something not right on my butt, but never had any issues with it until recently (a year or so). I've never been told to eat a high fiber diet, not to strain and so on so I had to find this out by myself the hard way.
I would kindly ask for your help and appreciate your help and opinions so much.
I cannot really tell if it's an internal or an external one (I see a skin tag on the hemorrhoid if I'm not wrong) nor can tell the grade of it. Oh, I think I have specified, it's always hanging on my anus.
I have some pictures of my butt pushing as much as I could to be able to see every bit of it. Sorry if this is nasty.
Warning : Not safe for work - destroyed alien looking butt ahead, proceed with caution ![]()
I hope I did not break any rules.
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