Hi Everyone,
I am new to this forum and thought writing about what has been going on with me lately might ease my anxiety a little and hopefully get some advise. I have been on Clonazepam .5mg and Citalopram for about 6 months now (4 months on 20mg then 2 months on 30mg) and everything seemed to be doing ok. Before I was on the medication I was a wreck, could barely leave the house. But after about a month of taking it I was feeling much better, still anxious, but able to function. Got myself a full time job and was socializing a lot more. However the past week or so I have been a wreck, had to call in sick almost everyday.
I think I know what caused it:
-A combination of stresses at work
-Just booked a flight to Europe where I leave in 3 weeks and am scared I will panic on the plane!!! (Which is weird because I used to love flying before my anxiety hit me)
-I recently quit caffeine(headaches, nausea, mildly depressed)
-And to top it off I went out with some buddies last week and a few too many drinks and have been anxious ever since (yes, I know drinking was a bad idea).
Anyway, I saw my psych the other day and wants me to increase my Citalopram to 40mg which I am very nervous to do so. He also just said to take the Clonazepam on the plane but for some reason I am convinced it won't work. I am not sure my body will just go back to normal after a few more days do to my poor choices and quitting caffiene or if I really need to up my dosage.
If I do get the courage to increase has anybody had any success?
Also any tips for my anxiety about my upcoming flight would be awesome!
I apologize for venting, my anxiety is peaking at the moment so I am just writing down everything on my mind.
Any tips or comments would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you, and I hope you are all doing ok!