I think I will diagree on the part about doctors not caring about people your age, you're not even that old, you are considered young in this century we are living as life expectancy has risen quite a lot (although the quality not,as everything around us is pretty much unhealthy making us sick from a young age.). My point is, that I'm 19 and every time I visit a doctor it's like they instantly blow me off because of my age. They are all like :'' you're 19, nothing's wrong with you'' , whereas they examine people over 30's more here. My mum is 51 and gets more thorough examination than me.
I do know you have a diagnosis, I don't know whats's the deal with today's doctors and people in general. Compassion is something extinct nowadays, most people care about money and recognition, not about the human beings. We are all seen as numbers (age,weight,money we owe.)
I'm pretty fed up with this world already too. I ,many times I wish I was born earlier. I'd have a better quality of life without all the stress and anxiety in today's world.
You are going through a bad period, your ailemnts are making you anxious, anxiety makes you feel like that and so on.. I get that, you're right about everything you're saying but after all we have to try and see thr good, even act as we don't really know what's really going on in thus world, if we want to be 'happy'. Your current symptoms, do seem like anxiety however as I experience them mmyself. In that case, yes you should let your body heal on its own. After all, it is what it is, that's what I keep saying to myself.
You can't take ANY meds about anxiety? Like xanax for extreme cases.
I've became more religious ever since I had that breakdown and I find it comforting. It takes a weigh off of your shoulders and makes you feel better.
Vent all you want!
I don't really know what's going on with my head, those sharp pains that last for seconds freak me out and I'm currently scared of a brain tumor or aneurysm. F($*#* health anxiety.