Anyone have dissociation with their anxiety ??

I suffer so badly from disassociation with my anxiety and panic attacks and desensitized feelings . It’s becoming hard to function and I feel like I’m the only one going through this and like I’m going to go crazy or something. I’m so scared . 

I’m currently withdrawing from Lexapro and was put on 40mg Paxil 

Relax. Relax. Relax.