Okay so here goes... Found a lump on my bits (sorry) about a year ago. Plucked up courage to make gp appointment and then the Lockdown started and Dr now only taking telephone appointment which doesn't help. So I turn to Dr Google for help and make myself 50099657 times worse. Last year seen Dr who diagnosed me as suffering with extreme health anxiety as I am constantly (CONSTANTLY) checking myself for changes. I literally spend the majority of my day infront of the mirror staring my bits thinking has it changed does it look different it's worse than it was etc. I am a mum of 3 amazing kids and have a lovely partner but he just tells me not to worry which is easier said than done. I work 2 days a week but don't have anyone I get along with and I don't have any friends. I feel like I sound pathetic and whingy but I just want someone to talk to who shares similar issues. Or if anyone is lonely and looking for a friend I am the same. I've tried loads of stuff like medication, meditation,, cbt etc nothing helps and I'm just getting worse. Sorry for sounding so pathetic I just don't know what else I can do.
do you have any physical symptoms?
Yes noticed about a year ago