So two nights ago I had an edible (not even 1/4 of a small piece that contained 30mg) which is legal in my state. It was from a dispensary so it was not laced and truthfully speaking I don’t even think it was enough to have any effect since I didn’t even finish the small piece I had gotten. I was using it to get some good sleep like I occasionally do, since I typically can’t sleep when camping but I also did not feel it was respectful to be high around all my family.
And about 9 hours later I woke up from a truck (assuming it was sleep paralysis) and I’m not sure if the sudden fear spiraled me into a panic attack. I was camping and later found out that my parents and family heard also. But my anxiety had already gotten beyond controllable. It was also very cold and I couldn’t tell if my body was shaking because of the cold or anxiety I also had extreme numbness (which I usually get from anxiety) and I was hyper aware of all the noises around me and my body movements. At the same time I felt like everything was a dream and I began thinking I was dying and wanted to be taken to the hospital.
Now 24 hours since the attack I’m still feeling random bouts of anxiety and panic and I’m not sure if it’s because I keep thinking about it and freaking myself out. I’ve eaten great and was able to enjoy my day yesterday after it went away but I kept occasionally feeling it start to come on again.