I had a bad episode tonight. I was lying on the couch, watching a movie, when my vision suddenly went wonky on me. It's always the left eye only, but since I lose half my sight, it just seems like it messes with both eyes. If I close my left eye, though, I can see out of my right eye okay. When my eyesight starts going like that, I get dizzy, lightheaded, and feel like I'm going to pass out. I get a tightness in my chest and get short of breath. And I just feel uncomfortable. I don't know how to explain it, just uncomfortable.
I feel relaxed before hand, and it just hits out of nowhere. However, tonight I had noticed that I was having a lot of skipped beats prior to it. I can't remember if I was having the skipped beats prior the other other times. I've had this happen about 4 or 5 times over the past 3 months. It's not done it either time that I've gone to the ER, so tonight, I decided I wanted to get a record of my BP and P while it was going on, to share with the cardiologist on the 20th. Since these just hit out of nowhere, and they don't happen frequently like this, I thought it was important to document during the episode.
I'm always relaxed before hand, but when my vision starts going like that, and I get lightheaded and feel like I'm going to pass out, that always scares me a little. I don't say anything when it's going on, because I don't want to worry my kids, so I just lie there until it passes.
My BP was fine during the episode (which lasted about 1/2 an hour), but my pulse wasn't. When it happened, my BPs and Pulse during the episode were (and this was no activity, had been lying on the couch for an hour before the episode started):
122/61 and P was 109 (irregular)
113/62 and P was 108 (irregular)
118/60 and P was 108
97/58 and P was 113 (irregular)
128/77 and P was 115
107/71 and P was 124
120/69 and P was 104 (irregular)
127/71 and P was 109 (irregular)
125/69 and P was 105
125/70 and P was 102 (irregular)
99/64 and P was 102
110/76 and P was 115
122/73 and P was 106 (irregular)
Before I took it the last time, my vision was starting to clear up.
My BP right now is 137/80 and pulse is 100 irregular. I have a headache and have had one since it stopped, which has been 5 hours ago. I'm also not sure what the "irregular" means on my BP cuff, as I accidentally threw it away the manual when I got it. :-/
I'm always so freaking tired anymore. I have absolutely no energy. I do enough to get through my jobs, but everything at the house is falling apart because I can't get the energy together to get everything done that I need to get done. Then, when I do find the energy, I get short of breath easily, my heart starts racing, and I'm wore out quickly.
Please just let this be stress. I can deal with stress. Though, I will say that my BP has been elevated recently (for me). I have vasovagal syncope, and my BP has always been low, but it's been getting in the 140s/90s, 150s/100s. My BP has never gone that high before. So, anyone hear of anything like this? Can this just be anxiety or stress?