Been on cipramil for 4 weeks, started off on 10mil then 15mil and now 20mil

Hi I have anxiety off an on for years,

Only a few weeks ago I started to develop these weird feelings through out my body, I would feel lost and lonely (I have 3 kids so I wasn't alone) but that's the feeling I had, it also made me feel odd and it came in waves and my anxiety thoughts came in and my mind was constantly racing and I would cry my dr said I'm depressed.

I was put on cipramil (I took this years ago no side effects)

But this time around I got side effects

Started off on 10mil and woke up anxious and lost my appetite but I rided through it also I had mild hot rushs but I've experienced them before so the hot rush didn't come on strong as I new what it was

Eventually I started to feel better after a week

Then I would have mild bad days that could last 3 or 4 days and then a good run of good days

Stopped crying and the odd feeling left

I upped to 15 mil and then 20mil a week later

And now I'm experiencing these feelings like I don't know who I am or I don't feel like my self and it can make me un easy and anxiety thoughts race again

IS THIS NORMAL? Is it the tablets making me feel like this or should I go back down to 10 mil (with Drs advice first) I work with aged care people and I need to be 100% focused and I just want to feel 100% again (my old self) with out having weird feelings.

Can any one tell me if they have experienced the feeling (not you're self you feel weird and when you look at a photo of you're self does the photo look strange to you?) this can last all day and then come on and off like waves.

Most people feel lonly. Like I said few occasions we not in low to be lonly b aour selfs we should have company all the time not to go to bed situation if you anderstend me I now is very hard but how it's 

all ways speak more to now what ather can healp go to a real conversation 

all thes heaps a lot 

Yes it's normal with pills. Well at least for myself. I fealt the same when I started taking meds and when i went off meds. I will still clarify these side effects with dr just to ease anxiety. I also have 4 kids and took care of my parents for a while it took a big toll on me. I'm wondering if you are taking time for yourself and taking care of yourself. Being a caregiver is a very stressful and tiring job especially when you have a caring heart. Which it sounds like you do. I will like to say thank you for the service you provide and wanting to be at 100 percent. The best way to be at 100 is to take time for yourself and care for your needs for. Remember to put your air mask on first before trying to save others. Sending you a tight hug for you to rest for just a min

Hey angelita thank you for you're reply

I reduced my tablets to 15mil I think the 20 was to much for me

I've had 4 really good days where I feel like my normal self again

Just worried about having them 3 to 4 days feeling anxious and anxiety going through the roof.....positive note is

I'm not like this every day so that's a positive note I will get better 100%

I do have 3 kids

They are all school age I've also had a lot of time to my self during the day but it's time for work I need a job (that I'm currently having work experience for) and a job is one of the main things I need and that is going to be good for me.