so been on mirtazapine 10 wks at 30mg but not for me. i felt awful on it most days, got a great sleep but felt drugged. its meant to increase appetite but it did opposite to me. still weepy and anxious which is why i was put on it. i never took it last night and woke today feeling so much more like ‘me’ appetite back too . now withdrawal is scaring me after reading stuff. i plan on starting SSRI this week when i see GP to help withdrawal as i dread depression again. please tell me your story.