Benzos

How do people get their hands on benzos so readily? My doctor won't prescribe them incase I get addicted. But she is happy to see me in her room every week sweating and pulling my hair out. Anyone know any reliable websites where I can get some from? My anxiety shows no signs of stopping And I just need some help!

Benzos is a heavy drug used to control seizures. I am not sure I would want to use something that heavy for a panic attack. It's highly addictive and low potency. I am doing fine with xanex and lexapro. Xanex calms me within 20 minutes without cloudy or foggy aftermath or grogginess. 

Les be advised by your GP it seems She has your interests at heart. There are sites on the web that sells medications although in your case I would advise against buying these strong medications from some questionable sources. You will also have problems dosing yourself and that could have negative affects on your health.

You sound young and excessive sweating can have many different causes. Some because of young age. Regards pulling your hair I used to do that as well and your Doctor knows what can cause this problem. 

Trust your GP she is in partnership with you as far as your health problems are concerned

BOB

Are these prescription like Prozac? Or are they more like "take it when you need it"?

The xanex are prescription and addictive also. But I take one in the morning and it lasts me all day. I would not suggest abusing them. I carry one pill  on me at all times in case I have a panic attack. I like them better than klanapin which take longer to act and make me fuzzy to think. Panic attacks you want something fast to calm you quickly or it could ruin your entire day. Then xanex works for me. I don't know what your doctor will say will work for you. I am in my late 40s so the doctor has confidence I will not abuse them. 

Be advised there are non narcotic meds available as well for panic attacks. I have not used them. I want something fast and strong to stop the attack. But if I knew one of the non narcotics worked just as well, I would be using them