ok so, ive had sum pretty bad luck wit friends. but i always move on, well this friend particular im still hung up on. im pretty sure we broke up, we dont talk anymore, we dont text let alone look at each others direction. it basically started when i stated that i didnt rly like this one girl that one of my friends was hanging out wit. the word kinda spread n that person kinda avoided me, n i couldnt care less honestly. but then the person i dont like has a friends thats close to my best friend. anyway, we have this graduation 3 day trip to quebec n i didnt have a partner. but when my best friend came back to school, i was less lonely. although i had other friends, i was never rly that close to them. but fast forward about 2 months, n my best friend told me that i wasnt gonna be rommies wit ther anymore. n i was alone again. but it was prob for good reason so i dont question it. but then i later on find out that her new roommate was the person i had a bit of drama with. the parson that was a bit problamatic for me n has caoused alot of friendship breakups (but its prob my fault for bein a bitch, like my personality is actually shit) n maybe she didnt know about it, n her reason for choosing her was probably reasonable. but i was still completely heart broken. i wanted to just forget about it n move on like i usually do, but this was like one of the only ppl that would tell me stuff like "i never talk about stuff like this to other ppl". soemone who actually trusted me n vented to me. i never had that before. so i fell, like HARD. i was sad for months n still sad about it now. i want to talk to her again but she still hangs with that person, n i dont want to make things akward. i miss her so much. she just recently gone thru sum life changung n vry tragic stuff. shes pretty ancious n i feel like she might be suffering from depression. theres sum rough things happening at the home for her n i think that she might have disphoria. im scared that she doesnt have anyone to vent to, but at the same time, shes been surounded by alot of pol recently. ppl who have known her for a long tims, n ppl who r new friends. i still rly rly miss her. but i dont want to bother again n put more weight on her shoulder. but at the same time, i dont want her to be sad that i left without knowing why, n just blaming everything on herself, but she might now even think about it that much n just move on. i mean, i dont think i gave that much of an impact on her life... should i still talk to her, or just leave it n move on?