Hi JMC40
Is a fissurectomy where they cut the muscle a little (Lateral internal sphincterotomy - LIS) - or something different?
Anyway - to give you an update on what happened since my last post - 7 days after my Botox on May 3 - I had to go to hospital as the pain I was experiencing was off the chart - I like to think I can take pain but this was way beyond the normal 8/9 pain levels (out of 10) I had come to endure.
So after being assessed I was giving intravenous pain drugs and then eventually (as nothing was even touching the pain) I was giving morphine - than helped - I went in at around 1pm and was back in theatre at 10pm - the consultant wanted to check nothing had become damaged or infected following the botox.
I awoke around 1am back in a side room at the hospital ward and managed to speak to a registrar (UK version of consultant's assistant - kind of) who said they found nothing of a major concern.
I left hospital with a bag full of pain killing drugs and it has taken me nearly 2/3 weeks to get back to anything near how I was prior to going in for my Botox 2nd round.
I only eat salads and veg and fruit and rarely bread - never pizza or meat etc - no crisps - basically all the stuff I love. One positive is that I have shed almost a stone and need to badly.
I tale Lactulose each day and also Fibogel (2 x pkts if I remember) - I also take some Magnesium Hydroxide Mixture (BP) - couple of tablespoons each day - and finally 1 senokot before bed.
Each morning I hit the toilet and its super soft - sometimes too much but I am terrified of a solid/hard poo.
This way I can at least lead some sort of life.
So my advice is hang in - the pain will get less - just ensure you drink loads of water - dont worry about over doing the different looseness/softeners because it getting the poo to come out and not hard the will give you some time to repair up inside.
I have no idea what the future holds and if I will ever get this gone. In hindsight would I have gone for Botox twice - honest answer is no.
I know it works for some people - but after my experiences all I can say is a HUGE FAT no to Botox.
On an ionic note: they took of a skin tag as well when doing 2nd round of botox but as I had the worst poo of my life ever day 4 after botox (lots of blood dripping bath etc) - I have a new skin tag (bigger) on the other side!!!!
So I am going back to consultant in 10 days time to see if its poss to take that off without ANY invasive up the bum work - if it does I will just live with the skin tag.
I still get this burning each day which just comes and goes - so got to try and not sit down too much.
I understand your depression and tears and all I wanted to at times was to talk face to face with a fellow suffer - nobody but yourself or someone who is going through it can truly know the agony and relentless pain - it wears you down, makes you cranky and irritable and live is frankly ■■■■.
BUT - think it will get better and to recap
1. DRINK LOTS OF WATER EACH DAY - min 2 ptrs
2. TAKE LACTULOSE or equivalent
3. TAKE FIBOGEL
4. EAT FRUIT
5. IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING TILL TAKE MAGNESIUM HYDROXIDE
6. TAKE 1 SENOKOT TABLET BEFORE BED
Don't eat bread too much and make sure its high fibre.
If you get that terrible burning and stinging after BM then used cotton wool pads soaked in Distilled Witch hazel to clean inside (go gentle) and do it till the pads are clean (nothing showing on it - it does help.
I always use wet-wipes and then shower the area thoroughly.
Lastly, getting relaxed helps and some people have found that Valium can relax you and your muscles - have to say I am taking some and find it does it - but then I think I like the sensation of being chilled just as much!!
I wish there was a support group in Wiltshire, UK - where I live. So if anyone who is a fellow suffer wants to chat or whatever then just reply or Private Message me (if site allows this). Because at end of day just talking sometimes to someone who really knows what this is lie can make a huge difference (IMO).
Stay strong - nothing bad (or good) lasts for ever - it will get better!!!
Jeff