I have had an anal fissure for what seems like forever (at least 5 years), as a result of banding to some piles in 2008 at the age of 28. I am going to be very graphic and open about my experience, firstly to get things of my chest and secondly to hopefully help others with my treatment, condition management suggestions as it helping me to read your suggestions.
I have to say this is the first time I have reviewed a forum and it is helping to read all of your postings, it makes me feel less isolated regarding the curse that has been inflicted on us and can totally empathise with all of you.
I am a 33 year old man with what can only be described as a chronic anal fissure/spasm. Every day is a horrific ordeal of blood, pain, misery and I am becoming increasingly depressed.
I have been under the care of St Thomas' Hospital in London since April this year and have had various appointments, the most recent was last Thursday and I had some tests that involved various devices being inserted into my rectum (which only lasted about 10 mins and wasn't actually that bad. I have been using Diltiazem Hydrochloride 2% Cream which relaxes the anal muscles making it easier to go to the toilet and promotes healing. I was told that this has a 70-80% success rate, unfortunately I fall into the 20-30% failure bracket. They will be sending me a letter with the test results and a treatment plan that could involve Botox injections but I will wait and see what the plan is. The consultant said that the Botox may cause wind and skids marks (lovely!) and again has a 70-80% success rate, I just hope I'm in that percentage and not failure, I need the torture to end and to return to normality!
I have also had appointments with a physiotherapist who taught me a technique to avoid straining, you rest your feet on something akin to the width of 2 yellow pages, elbows on your knees, back straight and puff out your stomach, this is the optimum position to empty your bowels reducing the need to push or strain.
I have been taking Movicol and Fybogel both twice daily to keep me regular and soften my stools, also glycerine suppositories make me go quicker and limit straining, I use them twice in the morning to get my self empty so I can get on with my day, the only drawback is needing to go a third time which can cause a bleed if i'm not careful. I eat a high fibre diet with porridge and fruit using alpro almond milk with honey every morning. Fish, potatoes and high fibre vegetables such as cauliflower, courgettes etc and plenty of non acidic fruits. Nothing unnatural or processed. I am going to really make an effort now including no bread, which I will now be cutting out of my diet completely. Also starting using coconut oil after my final bowel movement and taking daily baths to soak the area. I've also started jogging as regular exercise is supposed to be helpful, so hopefully all these extra steps will be beneficial.
I think the fissure would of healed by now if it wasn't for the spasm, more often than not now there is no blood dripping into the toilet but (I apologise that this next part is graphic but it's best to be open) I have to push the spasm back into my rectum using toilet tissue, this is unavoidable as it won't go back on it's own which causes the fissure to bleed, I'm certain it would heal using Diltiazem if it wasn't for that! I think there is a severe internal fissure.
If I had the time I would take a bath after every bowel movement but that's impossible with a busy life and living in shared accommodation, I could possibly afford a place with my own bathroom but I am only in a temp job, even though my contract has been extended twice I can't risk leaving my myself stranded in a place I can't afford if I become unemployed.
I have to stay positive and hope that all of this will be a distant nightmare, as I'm sure you are all aware until you have experienced this do you realise how it can ruin your life!
I hope you all have positive outcome also.