I'm a 31 year old male, active lean and i've been suffering with hemorrhoids (i think) for several months.
I have a normal bowel movement and i feel a lump on my anus during the bowel movement and the lump gets back inside and this is there for almost an year and never get a pain during bowel movement.
Last year i consulted a Gastroenterology and i was examined about the pain in the abdomen and blood test was taken he said it is hemorrhoids and no procedure required and it is very tiny and nothing to do and advised to change my diet and not to put pressure during bowel moment.
During my vacation after 3 months i checked with doctor back in india and took urine test, blood test and xray of my abdomen after evaluating the results he said the same and they all look normal and gave few medicines mostly antibiotics (Cefakind, fepanil and omeprazole)and an oinment (mupirocin) to use it temporarily for a month.
Since i felt this is normal and i thought nothing to do with regular life and no procedure required and i got engaged and waiting to go back india for my marriage.
Almost close to 6 months i have been applying coconut oil around my anus after the bowel moment and before i go to bed.
I can't sit for more than 2 hours and i feel the burning sensation if i sit long so i stand and work for a while and sit very rarerly.
Now due to this COVID-19 pandemic and lock down, it is bit hard to make an appointment with GP or any doctors.
What should i do? Is this something curable?
This is disturbing my day to day work and i can't work and i'm very much depressed with this and keep thinking of this and not sure if this would affect my marriage life and i'm alone and worried a lot about this. sometimes use to cry why this is happening and i don't drink or smoke.