I have been suffering with depression for the last two and a half months. I began to have these obsessive thoughts about not loving my boyfriend anymore about a month in my depression. Before this began we were in a really good place and I never doubted our relationship and pictured my future with him by my side. I began to take cymbalta for my depression and lamictal for my anxiety. My anxiety is completely gone, but mood wise i still do not feel like myself. I feel pretty much numb to everything except i can feel sad and cry sometimes. On top of that I feel as if I am not in love with my boyfriend anymore. I still like having him around, but it doesn't feel like it used to. I miss feeling excited and happy when he walks through the door. I want to be with him, but I don't know how to get back to that place. He's been so supportive through all of this and I can't picture my life without him. I wanted to know if it was possible for antidepressants to numb my feeling of love for my boyfriend and if there was anything I could do to get the spark back. Depression sucks.
I have been on antidepressants for a week now and they have numbed my emotions a bit but not my love for my husband. This may not be the antidepressants doing this to you. It may be that you have actually fallen out of love with him.