aye suffer from really bad anxiety and panic attacks . on saturday a fell off the wagon and ended up on a bender also aye took cocaine I'm not proud off this its it me . I'm on clitropam 20mg and propanalol 40mg tablets aye stopped the anut deresants for 2 and a half days then stated again and tonight aye started on the propanalol tablets again. aye still am ashamed and fell like shit av been golfing things like about the propanalol and antidepressants should never be mixed with cocaine that's why a sriowd them for a few days. aye came out and told my wife about it aswell she isent amused
God, you are really playing with fire. Besides the cocaine, were you drinking too? What set you on your bender? Alcohol and cocaine are a really bad mix with anti-depressants. Did you get sick? I think you need help getting off the blow. How did you manage all this during lockdown? Look, you need to tell your doctor you have a problem and get some counseling. You are going to self destruct if you do not get help and soon. Your wife depends on you, no wonder she wasnt amused. She doesnt want to see you die. Its not funny, not one bit. But i understand nobody is perfect and mistakes happen, but you are going to make it up to your wife (and yourself) by getting some counceling and perhaps a 10 step program as well. So do your penance, make up with your wife and get the help you need ASAP
I’ve never done this in a long time I’ve not been felling great from it keep googling things about like antidepressants and that together I’ve got a young family this isent me I’m just been in a bad place for a wee while inside my head
And the very reason you need to get counseling now so you can save all thats important to you. If you dont, you will keep making excuses for doing it. And eventually your wife will grow tired of it and leave. i am sure you dont want that. This is all too real for me, my first wife passed away because she had an alcohol and drug problem. Left my 3 kids without a mom. I found it very selfish of her to do that. But the drugs had a grip on her so tight, nothing could penetrate, not even the love she had for her kids. So please get some help. Do it for yourself and your family.
thanks mate.