Can't seem to catch a health break....

hi, hope you’re all having a dry Saturday where you live? i need help? my motivation to do anything has left me. i have been really ill this week, i have had to cancel lots of things, to the point where doing anything scares me. is this typical when you’ve been really ill? is it a depression type symptom and how do i break it? i am not very well, but i am improving, i admit it i don’t do being ill very well. problem is catching a break from being constantly ill with one thing or another is life for me. who do i speak to about this? it only happens when i’m ill, i am not constantly depressed. am i bonkers? please if ant recognises this and knows what to do i’d appreciate it! :nauseated_face::sad_but_relieved_face::crossed_fingers::thinking::folded_hands:

no anyone not ant!!