Can,t take whatever this is any longer

So besides the horrible phisical symtoms , the depressio has started getti g out of hand ,One moment I'm happy and the next I'm not ir I'm angry or sad , or crying or fighting , I feel as if I can't speak to anybody about his , if the phisical symtoms might go away abit , it may help , but as off this moment even my Girlfriend who is one of the best people know started getting irritated with me , I wish I coul jus get this hwart pallilations and breathing atruggles under control , I'losing a part of my self everyday , and I cant anymore , it fe3ls just like to much , I cant seem to cope any longer

What are you symptoms buddy. I believe me and you are going through the same thing. 

I had so many before , I had headaches and stomach oroblems and nuasua and fatigue and muschle twitches , but of late I get heart palpilations and most of the time it feels like I 'm gasping for air , Sometimes I can cope but I feel alone with this , even though I have so much love around me , so much support , but it doesn't feel like anyone fully understands the pain I'm going through , I'm starting to get highly depressed aswell with heavy mood swings , from anger to druatration , to crying , its just sooo much to take in , Its draining me , I feel like Im losing control and that I cant cope anymore , I cant seem to look forward for anything yet or to be fully happy anymore , this is crazy , I feel like dying but at the same time I'm so afraid that I am dying

I had so many before , I had headaches and stomach oroblems and nuasua and fatigue and muschle twitches , but of late I get heart palpilations and most of the time it feels like I 'm gasping for air , Sometimes I can cope but I feel alone with this , even though I have so much love around me , so much support , but it doesn't feel like anyone fully understands the pain I'm going through , I'm starting to get highly depressed aswell with heavy mood swings , from anger to druatration , to crying , its just sooo much to take in , Its draining me , I feel like Im losing control and that I cant cope anymore , I cant seem to look forward for anything yet or to be fully happy anymore , this is crazy , I feel like dying but at the same time I'm so afraid that I am dying