I wonder if anyone could relate to my experience coming off 40mg Citalopram a night for about 5 years and switching straight to 30mg Mirtazapine a night?
Citalopram worked well for me for many years treating my depression and anxiety and virually elimintaing the almost regular nightmares I suffered from. It weaken my eyesight slightly and totally killed my sex drive but I felt they were side effects worth putting up with to feel better generally. Suddenly this year though it seemed to stop working as far as controlling my anxiety and helping me to sleep goes. I started to get palpitations, chest pain (I even got referred for an ECG as they were so bad but that was clear), anxiety and couldn't sleep (where I was at before starting to take Citalopram) without the aid of Zopiclone (which was a vicious circle as although it knocked me out well it made me feel depressed the next day) My doctor switched me to Mirtazapine 30mg a night. As soon as I switched I felt quite heavily sedated mostly all the time and when I take them of an evening they very quickly knock me out but as soon as I fall asleep the vivid, nasty nightmares start and just seem to go on and on until I have to get up the next morning. Some mornings I feel almost drunk and worry people might think I've been drinking hearing my slurred speach. On the positive side they have got my depression and anxiety under control very well but on the negative side I feel heavily sedaated all the time, have constant vivid, nasty nightmares all night every night and have no sex drive at all. Is this something that will get better with time? The things that worry me most are the constant feeling of heavy sedation and constant vivid, nasty nightmares. I feel like I'm in a catch 22 sitaution as if I stop taking them the anxiety and insommia will return but if I carry on taking them will these negative side effects persist?