Closest I have ever felt to ending it today.

Please some positive advice...I have had mild thoughts of ending my life before but today I have literally felt like my depression and anxiety is eating me alive and lost all will to fight it I've just gone up to 150 mg of sertraline I can't explain how bad I have felt today literally crippled by depression I have seriously felt today that i would be better off not here and the pain would vanish.

Hi 

It’s difficult I understand 

I was on the highest dose of setraline 

I have just completed a changeover to citalopram

You are never alone I have found this group of folks invaluable in their support

I describe my depression as a huge black hole 

The edge of the hole has loose stones we tip toe around it constantly 

Sometimes we stumble sometimes we trip 

sometimes we fall 

We grip on with the tips of our nails we crawl back up dust down and carry on 

Please feel you can share on here as no one judges 😊