Hi guys. Ok. me+ feeling on top of the world. Even buzzing - for not really any good reason other than meeting some upbeat friends that reminded me a bit of who I used to be. Ive ben feeling really happy ever since.
The only problem now, is ive got a cold and I dont know if its the cold, or what. I had a really freaky dizzy turn yesterday.. My legs felt like crumbling beneath me, and I clung onto a wal and clambered down it, like I was falling down mount everest.. Nothing explains it. Then I manage to sort myself out and walk to the train station. Even forgot about what had happened.
Met some great people. Then collected children , came home. But still feeling dizzie and reallly odd. But mentally Iam great which is just weird as there is just no explanation for it. :D :D :D :D :D :D
Hey,
Thats fantastic news well done you :D
Was worried after your last post & glad you have bounced back.
Keep smiling. Stay in touch :D :D :D :D
Sceptical1 x
Hi Sceptical-hope your doing well!!! I was doing ok for a few days there , but having an off day today. really worried about my future and my girls future and really depresed about how my life got into this mess. Really concernedt that hes going to end up with the girls. I hope this passes , but my head feels like its going to explode with pressure. I just feel like I dont know what I am doing. I need to get a new lawyer. i need to sort my finances out...I need to get this application form in before the 26th. I need to phone the housing off icer, and I need to get my points etc established. this is a nightmare, I need to hoover and my hair is a frizzy frizzy mess!! Sorry sceptical, just neede to let that out. Im panicing agaon. Keeping gagging and sure im about to choke on my tongue. Euch! its horrible!!!!!
hey Badgirl,
You sound just like i do wen i panic, wot i try to do is prioritise but (this is a little odd) do your hair first and maybe a little mascara as i feel tons more confident wen i look half decent (Lions mane & all that :? )Yep its official im a comp-lete mad ed 
not sure i understand your situation wiv the partner as dont no the back ground but i work with children & families & i cant see him getting the kids just like that its a very long slog on the mans part & not something that usually happens.
Please try to focus on the positives & remember the hair !!!
Keep smilin my friend x