Hi Flosscandi,
Everything is going to be alright...
HYPO (low) thyroidism is the symptom. Graves Disease is the cause. In my case I also had the symptom Hypothyroidism but the cause was thyroid cancer.
I want you to take a big, deep breath, wipe your tears, and know you will always find me available.
Levothyroxine replaces the hormone your body is no longer producing. 50 mg would kill anyone. Thyroid replacement hormones are measured in micrograms, mcg, as opposed to milligrams, mg.
The thyroid is the thermostat of our body. Think about what happens when you turn your home thermostat down...temperature drops, it gets cold...cold enough and pipes freeze...
Hypothyroidism can manifest in many ways:
Fatigue
Weakness
Weight gain or increased difficulty losing weight
Coarse, dry hair
Dry, rough pale skin
Hair loss
Cold intolerance (you can't tolerate cold temperatures like those around you)
Muscle cramps and frequent muscle aches
Now back to Levothyroxine...remember this is micrograms...a very very small unit of measurement...it takes at minimum 6 weeks for the medication change you begin today to show up in your blood test. Levothyroxine is not like a pain pill that reduces pain in 45 minutes.
You will take blood tests on a tight schedule until your levels stabilize.
Stability is a balance between your free T4 level (the main thyroid hormone called thyroxine) and your TSH level (the hormone produced by the pituitary gland).
As your TSH level increases, the T4 level will decline. Picture a seasaw. Using Levothyroxine your doc will work to hold the seasaw level. Yes, you already feel like your riding that seasaw...you are. In time you will level and your hair will grow back in...my returned thicker.
TSH stands for thyroid-stimulating hormone...the larger the number, the more hypothyroidic you are. The first TSH number you shared was 35! Just knowing 35 told me that your T4 would be an unusually small number.
Thyroid-stimulating hormone, or
TSH , is produced by the pituitary gland. TSH tells the thyroid gland how much T4 (thyroxine) and T3 (triiodothyronine) to produce. The TSH level in your blood reveals how much T4 your pituitary gland is asking your thyroid gland to make. If your TSH levels are abnormally high, it means you have an underactive thyroid...
Normal TSH levels for the average adult range from 0.4 ‑ 4.0 mIU/L (milli-international units per liter)
This is a lot to absorb. Take your time, in a short time, you will understand it.
One more item...I have tailored this to Graves Disease which is a low T4 with a high TSH.
The emotional roller coaster...all adverse thyroid levels cause us to be hyperemotional...we cry easily WHEN OUR THYROID FUNCTION IS OFF...it is a symptom just like hair loss is.
Warm hugs
Judith