Every day I wake up and I feel nauseated thinking about the day ahead of me, I am in highschool and I love it.. But a lot of the times I will feel incredibly sick and shaky and I will feel like I'm going to throw up and my heart will beat really fast and it will be hard to breathe, my throat gets dry and it's very hard to swallow and I lose all appetite. Most of the time it goes away as soon as I get home but sometimes it doesn't because either I'm thinking about the next day and hoping that the terrible feeling won't come.. It been happening since I was 7 during my parents divorce. I was bullied and had lost a lot of weight drastically because I was called fat.. I had started cutting when I was like 11 and did it for about 2-3ish years. I stopped and it felt like everything got better for half of a year, then I moved.. I felt just fine about 5 months after I moved but that only lasted for two months or so.. I'm getting to my breaking point.. It won't go away and I don't know what to do. Somebody please help me I don't know how to fix this.
Hi
So sorry to hear what you've been through. Sounds like you've been through a pretty tough time. The symptoms you describe sound very much like a panic attack.
Have you been too see your doctor? X
I did when I was about 8 and they said that I might have anxiety but it was nothing to worry about.. I have been asking my mom to set up an appointment but she keeps "forgetting".
Talk to your Mum about it, tell her that it's important too you. Everything will be ok I'm sure. It is important for you too see a doctor though, especially when you've been feeling so down. X