Since the summer of 2020 i have been at a lose for what is happening to me, I’m an 18 year old female just graduating from high school. it first started at my job, I had my first disassociation episode i think triggered from anxiety, i felt like i was almost “high” or “tipsy”. it happened once over the summer then started happening at school. i would have these episodes that would last about an hour, my friends have said i looked like a “zombie” or “like i just seen a ghost while” i was in these episodes.
i contacted my Doctor and was told it could be ptsd because i did grow up with an abusive father, but i don’t believe this is it because i dont get flash backs or even think about him/ dont get a bad panic attack (ps i havent seen my dad in over 5 years) my anxiety its pretty moderate and does not effect my day to day.
i just feel like im slowly deteriorating mentally
i believe my disassociation was caused from a “bad high” from weed ( i was 17 at the time)
currently i wake up everyday tired, my eyes feel heavy until i go to sleep, i have a pressure in my head almost like my brain is being held but just too tight or continuous minor headache (mostly back and right side/temple of head), i feel out of it almost all day- sometimes becoming clumsy and not completely aware of my surroundings, i am unable to remember info such as telling a story i told earlier in the day or week, and have had a really hard time getting basic school work done that should be easy for me personally.
please let me know your thoughts, would help if i could find an answer to this mystery ive been dealing with