My name is Ej I'm 25 years old sorry if it sounds like I'm blabbering about just a past relationship but it's the root of all my anxiety and depression...so as of the end of September me and my now ex gf broke up after almost ten years out of the blue she just changed on me started talking to some new guy and just plain didn't care about me anymore I can't describe what it did to me except break my heart into a billion pieces and snap something in my mind the first couple days were OK but then more and more I felt different felt my sanity drifting from me blamed myself for why it ended stopped eating all together hardly slept cried non stop found myself talking to myself pacing back in forth in my room just stare outside my window I was going nuts my family tries to help and talk to me distract me but it's no use at times I started losing weight I became constipated I get dry mouth I get that lump in my throat feeling and somehow without her I'm convinced that I'm dying I believe I have some sorta cancer and I'm gonna die I think I have colon cancer or some sorta throat cancer I'm always afraid to use the bathroom or look in my mouth because I'll start thinking of something new wrong with me I'll see something I've never seen before and be like what's that? now we're in December and it's somewhat better but worse I'm eating but still feel constipated at times I still think I'm dying despite everyone saying I'm OK I went to the doctor and they did blood tests and stuff said I was OK n good but I don't believe them I find the simplest task scary I'm tired of this feeling..does anyone else feel like this or is going through the same as me?..I apologize again if I didn't post this to the right discussion thx.
Hi I to always think the worst of every pain anthink I'm dying every day and if I'm not home I don't like using to bathroom for the fear if something happens in public I'll be to scared to yell for help and I had a uncle who died on the toilet I don't think helped its crazy all the things you become scared of when you have anxiety I don't remember what normal feels like
I remember the break up of my first love,I was devistated.Same thing out of no where,he broke it off.I still to this day do not know why.This was many years ago,but I still remember how I felt.The break up obviously was very tramatic to you and set off some anxiety,maybe even some depression?The symptoms you talked about are normal for anxiety and probably depression.Anxiety can caus alot of unpleasant stomach issues etc.If possible try and get some counseling to help you.It will get better..just try and relax and be easy on yourself.Hope you feel better soon.
Hi I feel this way at times that there is something wrong with me and that i have something. With my toilet issues I get scared of using the bathroom myself. I am in menopause and now my weight is up and down it was 191 now its around a 197 198 and this is crazy because i do not take my HRTs due to the fact that i am diabetic and have blood pressure problems and fast heart rate at times because i know HRTs can put on the wieght. I know my doctors told me its okay to take them but with my diabetes and blood pressure problems will it really help then with my weight up and down I always feel like something is wrong with me
I am going through the exact same thing as you right now and have been really bad for 2. 5 months. It started with a break up and I thought i was coping but I guess I wasn't and just spiraled from there. I have been in a stressful relationship with an alcoholic for almost 5 years. Every year he goes through a cycle where he drinks starts drinking alot alot more then usual gets depressed and pushes me away and breaks up with me then after a few months he begs me to come back saying he wasn't in his right mind and it won't happen again and he will change. I will go back things will be good for a whike then it happens again and it doesn't get easier everytime. I can tell when it's going to happen again before it happens bc he will start to withdrawl disconnect and change. We broke up this time at the end of July and I was ok until the end of September. Then I started to get panic attacks which I never had before and thought something serious was wrong and it went downhill from there. Every ache or pain I would start to google convincing myself I had some terrible disease. I started to have weakness in my arm and weird sensations like tingling coldness and shpulder pain that i still get but after numerous trips to the dr they assured me it was not a neurological disease and that I was so tense I was compressing nerves. I didn't believe them and I started to pay attention to my positions and when the weakness would happen and it's only in certain positions and I was holding my shoulder up so tense I must of done something to it. And I am still tensing it everyday and don't even realize it feels so normal to me.I feel like a basket case. Now I have been having a pain in my back and side and started googling that thinking i had bone cancer. I went back to the dr and he told me it was a pulled or strained muscle. I am constantly examining everything it's exhausting and I don't want to be like this. I have been feeling so bad myself this is the first time I haven't even wanted to talk to him I blocked him from texting me for the last 2 months bc I couldn't handle anything else. Now that I am assured it's nothing serious wrong I am starting to stress about him again. It's never ending