Hi everyone, first of all quick thanks for using these forums I am new to head meds and reading your experiences has helped me to seak treatment, in the past deal with some of my anxiety attacks and realise I'm not alone. You have inspired me to start and now keep taking these tablets even though they have made me feel rubbish for the past 3 days.
I went to the doctor 2 months ago to talk about my social anxieties and panic attacks which I think where originally set off due to a very stressfull summer, I'm 23 work full time and run my own business in the evenings. I spent last summer working in the week and travelling around the country every weekend, moved house, new job, no friends or family locally, the final straw came when my car broke down and I was left stranded. After this I became a bit of a nervous wreck for a little while, I forced myself to go to work but avoided leaving the house for any other reason. Even going to the shops has been a real problem.
The doctor perscribed me 2mg diazapam which helps when i'm stressed but doesn't seem to cure the social anxiety I get on a normal day. (My symptoms are feeling tension through my chest, arms, headache, racing heart and an urge to get out of immediate social situations.)
Before the summer I was pretty confident and happy so this just doesn't feel like me at all - guess i have just been working to hard anyway..
I went back to the doctors this week to have a chat and to try get some more diazapam, after chatting for a bit we decided to try Sertraline 50mg and I was also given more 2mg diazapam.
I took the first sertraline at work in the morning and within half an hour I was having a bad time, feeling agitated, couldn't sit still or concentrate, sweaty hands, head ache, far increased anxiety than I had felt in a week. took a diazapam to calm myself down. however it seems to come and go and I actually burst out laughing a couple of times for no particualr reason duing the day. Had 3 hours sleep the first night, up thinking about stupid things.
2nd day (Yesterday) wasn't better, took the sertraline in the morning when i got up, ended up getting to work an hour late as I was feeling to naucious to drive. Increased anxiety + waves of other agitation, headaches all day. 4 hours sleep last night.
Today, took the tablet, was feeling ok, however I decided to write this article after just coming back from the post office without managing to post my parcels, I waited in the quewe then as I got to the front I had a panic attack and had to leave which is really anoying as I really needed to send them today for Christmas, I must have looked like a right idiot lol.
Anyway I'm going to keep going with them even though my anxiety and body tension is 50x worse because I really want to feel like me again and actually be able to take part in everyday normal situations.
Is anyone here currently taking these tablets for feelings of body tension? I hadn't had a panic attack like I had today for several weeks and I think its because of the sertraline, could anyone give me any advice on how to combat this while in the first stages of taking the tablets?
Anyone in the same boat and might like to chat?
Thanks so much everyone,
Dan