Hello, I just found this group and I'm glad that I did, sometimes not everyone understands everything that we go through in these circumstances.
I had a cerebral thrombosis about a month ago, was unconscious for about 3 days and then woke up to fight my way through recovery, had to learn to walk and eat by myself and I'm thankful to say I did so in a couple weeks.
I have been on warfarin ever since. Like so many others I was offered no detailed information about this treatment up until I started looking for it and then I got to my first control appointment. So I threw in all my doubts and the doc was nice enough to answer all of them (see, in my country not all public hospital's doctors are that nice).
I did get my share of panic attacks, was scared about everything, leaving my bed seemed like a nightmare when I got home from the hospital and even brushing my hair and my teeth felt like I was going to have to go back to the hospital.
Now they're having "issues" with me at work, since my doc said I can't stand in the sun for long periods of time, no cutting, no bruises... You know the deal.
I work at a rental car place in a tropical weather country... So most of my job is to be done under the sun. So now I'm dealing with the whole "not being good enough to do my job" situation, even though my doctor's say I can have a normal life from now on, especially since the blood clot in my brain has already been dissolved.
There's a bunch of things to get used to with starting this treatment, but I'm also pretty sure that if everything goes well I'll also be very anxious when the doc says we can stop it.
Dieting is a bit hard for me but I guess that once your life is in the line... You just do whatever you have to do with no complaints.
I'll figure out my job situation at some point, hopefully.
I was indeed feeling down and with low energy for a while. Also had some heartburn and was crazy panicking about every tiny thing I felt, but now I know that can happen sometimes.
I'm trying to stay positive about it all but sometimes, once you've seen the huge turn an episode like this one gives to your life you can't help but feel a bit down.
Sorry for the loooong story but I really hope someone else can read this and know there's a whole bunch of other people going through similar situations... So we might be lonely sometimes... But we're not alone.