Depersonalization/ Velantafaxine/ Escitalopram

Need help!!!! I think I can't do this anymore😢😥

Here is my story,

I was on Velantafaxine 75mg for seven weeks for 

Not being here feeling

Confused

Feeling in a dream state

Not feeling like my self

And i had good hours a day for a couple of days and calm momments  in those 7 weeks the sidde effects were awful. Last week i went back to my dr and she changed my antidepressants from Velantafaxine 75mg to Escitalopram 10mg and some drops to lower my anxiaty and been on it for a week and all those symptoms I mentioned came back all day plus the sidde effects of feeling shaky, nervous, sleepy and dry mouth. I think I am just starting all this all over again😪😥 Idk if I can take this anymore I feel soo frustrated I dont like to feel confused and the Depersonalization all day. I need some advice of what to do I think this is just too much for me now.