Depression an d drinking

Please help I am back here again was doing fine I have been drinking more wine my relationship is on brink of breaking up I'm scared I'm am alcoholic my dad was and my brother is please help

I feel like it's more of a habit drinking that anything. Scared now to even look at a bottle of wine what if I turn into my brother my dad my boyfriend is going for business for 3 nights we got a new puppy I'm scared to be alone I never lived alone

No experience of being an alcoholic, makes me depressed, so hardly ever touch the stuff. Maybe speak to your doctor, could he prescribe you 3 days worth of diazepam for your husbands trip away. Am sue they would if you explain your situation, or give you something similar. Alcohol is a depressant, and if depressed, you shouldn't touch it. If you are feeling like you want to drink, perhaps speak to your doctor about your anti depressants, perhaps they need reviewing? I think doctors will prescribe something like diazepam for a few days, e.g. they do it for people who have issues flying.

thank you so much . i drank last night with friends woke up today feeling horrible nauseas my boyfriend said i was not nice i dont even remember yelling at him i dont drink every night but if i drink wine i drink couple of glasses and i stop when i start to feel buzzed i cant believe this is happening to me  my brohter almost died of alchol my dad was alcohoic but he didnt die from it  i dont want to be like this my boyfriend is concerned he thinks i could be a borderline alcholic him going on his business trip is making me sad i hate saying bye yes i know hes ocming back in 3 days but i am emotional person i feel like crap from drinking its a horrible feeling to feel this way i went online and read things alchol does to your bdy and mind wow!!!!! no wonder why i gained weigh to i am just going to change my life a little reading books exercise more and change my routine i am not going to drink for a while day by day honestly i think i am not equipped to drink i can get mean like my dad and i am a light weight i get sick fast tooo so there is red flags for me not to drink i dont know why i didnt stop before

Alcohol n antidepressant dont mix im on mitrazapine n in the past i drank alcohol took me a while to realise mixing the 2 just made my depression 100 times worse so now i either dont drink at all or i would have a little spritzer xx