Helllo I really hope someone can help me I’m a 28 year old Female one and off for about 15 years now I have had anxiety didn’t know what it was till a few years ago.lately I have noticing new stuff I wake up a few times during the night. I’m tired all day I sleep on and off all day during the week I want to go places but when I go out I wanna go back home I’m worried about everything I hate being alone I sit in my house when no one is home with the lights off I have to make myself to wake up and do stuff I need to do like wash my hair sometimes I don’t eat enough and other times I eat way to much I feel like no one wants me around I have no one to talk to about this I work one day a week and even then I have to force myself out of bed I try to talk to my friends and they say they don’t get what I have to be anxious or Depressed about has anyone had depression and had this? I was told I had depression when I was 12 after my dad died (15 years ago) I ate a lot and gained a lot of weight I always thought depression was not wanting to eat I have to act like I’m okay when people ask me cause no one understands I have been told depression runs in my family do I have depression?