feeling really hopeless... not sure i can cope feeling this way for the rest of my life 😪😪😪
hoe come can you tell us more?
just cant cope with feeling depressed, and it gets worse around my monthly, ive got a 3 year old and i can’t be the mum i want to be to her, i just want to feel happiness again and have my normal life back but i feel like i have to come to terms with the fact thats never gunna happen and im always gunna have depression and anxiety and angry, my partner and daughter dont deserve it 
it’s hard being s mum, that’s definitely true. it’s really tough with depression. but. you’ll make yourself worse unless you ask for help and admit your depressed and alter your mindset. it’s not your fault you have depression, you didn’t ask to get ill and your child will be glad you’re there. keep asking for help, keep trying and see every day as a new one. good luck, you deserve to give yourself a break! a virtual hug will help and someone reminding you you do a good job. you have i partner, enrol then to help.
my Physc nurse wants to try me on fluoxetine but i just dont understand how meds can fix an issue that was directly induced by previous medications messing me up
what a physio? hey how would they know? tell the physio to bugger off, you need to know your cause of depression if any then figure out what to do for the best!
Address the triggers to your depression, depression works hard to take away happiness but with good strategy , you can repel this depression and weaken its strength in your life. Tablets help a lot, but its very important for you to address the triggers.